The human brain is an amazing organ. It functions 24 hours a day from the day we are born and only stops when we are taking an exam or fall in love.
China, Jiangyin, Jiangsu. Rows of identical houses with a playground seen in the middle in the city of Jiangyin.
Photo credit: © Kacper Kowalski, 2014 Sony World Photography Awards
This broke my fucking heart
This is why you don’t lie about having mental disorders. It is not a joke.
It wasn’t supposed to be like this.
I was never meant to unzip my
veins in attempts to bleed out
all of my sorrows.
I was never supposed to
spend all of my days
counting down to my last.
My chest wasn’t meant
to feel like it would implode
at any given moment.
My hands weren’t supposed to
constantly shake, and my voice
wasn’t meant to quiver as
I struggle to speak.
Perhaps, it was inevitable;
perhaps, I was just kidding myself,
thinking it could have ever turned out
I want to erase everything i’ve done, knowing people is exhauting, i want my existence to be vanished. I really don’t want to deal with anything anymore. Wake up, go to college, talk to people, talk to family, cook, eat, shower, study, sleep. I just want to dissappear.